why i wrote my poem blog:

honestly, i am still freaking out that i actually posted my poem on my blog.
and i wanted to explain why i wrote it.
i wrote that poem for a few reasons:

1. i'm sick of not using the entire story god has had me writing these past 20 years just because it has some generally unmentionable content.
2. i honestly don't think you have to build trust just to share the unmentionables because the more raw you are with the people around you, the deeper the rising community will be.
3. i needed to; plain and simple. i needed to purge my blood from the subject that poem was based on. it was a clog in my veins and it needed to be flushed.

those are my reasons.
: )
living in love is not easy but i will not give up on it because i know
I KNOW
that it will never give up on me.