purpose

so far this morning my head has been pretty comatose. i went to the harry potter premier last night. not sure why. i've seen one movie and i dont even know which one, never read any of the books nor do i know anything about it aside from some character names. so i find myself in a theater from 9:30 till 3:00. not sure what i was thinking since right now i am at work and have been since 8 meaning i woke up at 6:30. genious... owell, i was with my friends so i guess its ok? i really don't get the whole 'harry potter is bad' mentality. its just the same good vs evil stuff as any disney movie. basically most any movie really. just b.c it has witches in it (which aren't even bad witches) people think that the movie will open other doors for other thoughts and ideas. i think that is bull personally. but thats what makes horse racing.

another thought that's been continuously bouncing around in my head is that i am sick of work and church. well i'm by no means sick of church but i do want more than just 2 things filling my schedule. so i think i'm going to take a kick boxing/tae kwan do/pilates class aka kill sara class. my reason behind this is that i am not a fan of being held back from doing stuff just b.c i am weak and out of shape. thankfully, i'm not doing this b.c i have low self esteem and feel like i am fat and need to loose weight. those thoughts are long gone : ) now, i just want to be a healthy person that isn't bound to only doing certain activities b.c i can't breathe otherwise. it's through the long beach parks and rec so that'll be fun to meet more new people. well that's my head as of 10:13 am.