block:

I have about 15 blogs that I have left half-finished as drafts.

It is absurd how many thoughts I have that don't come out fully. 

They all start without endings.  

Or they end without beginnings. 

Some have only middles. 

I think it's because I've been trying to write things that are specific to certain people's thoughts.

Once people started to follow my blog, I found it more difficult to write my own thoughts without restraint.  

It's not like I have tons of followers.

But knowing that people read my blog has resulted in me having a different frame of mind when I write. 

That seems kind of backwards really because the whole point of a blog is for others to read it. 

So, I am done restraining my thoughts for fear of sounding confusing or unsure or lost or even immature. 

Another dilemma to this whole blogging block is that the majority of what is going on in my head is not for other eyes to read about.  It's nothing bad, just more of my heart than I wish to share with others. 

Hopefully, I will be able to culminate everything soon and produce a blog that is worth reading. 

But, for now, I am just going to go read the blogs my friends wrote. 

Goodnight. 

: )